feeling good

This weekend has been so great. I cleaned, organised, made food, did grocery shopping and enjoyed some time with friends. Doesn't sound all that exciting, but I like things this way. I feel like the stress is melting away, and the drama is at bay. I hope this feeling continues =)

Thoughts

Why does my heart ache, thoughts of the past sting like fire?

Good memories are the hottest, bringing back what is now gone.

Perfection in my eyes, my arms around yours, forever or so I thought.

Now lost in a sea of nightmare thoughts, trapped in purgatory.

No way forward and no way back.

Living with bones in the soil, revealed months too late and without full understanding or sense.

A senseless crime, a terrible time.

A time that still burns like fire in this tortured mind.